what am i supposed to do ah?

today is unfortune day for me,i should just locked up myself in room,,and dumped my phone out of the window,guess a holidays starts with a shit!i dont really care,people seemed to neglect me!!!???why do you guuys did this to me?since the day i stepped out from school till now,,,yeah i know i am insane,but please i do have dignity to be cared and loved..it is not about you guys busy and dont have an ample time to spent on your friends,all kind of bullshits were being thrown,arghhh,if you guys continue on your bullshits and sortt of things,i will just just ended up our relationship!aku baik2 and x pernah maki org but once i am jadi setan,haha abis korangngn aku,,,i have been acting weirdly this few months,who cares?you guys never care about me???so aha go ahead,enjoy your life to the fullest ah,nak sngt kan?ah,

@missmrsmtranskrian!

-MEH,it is an exact word to be used,i miss mrsm likely!!!!!!!!!crying mcm nak banjir,last week,i went to mrsm,heheh,mcm naik giler aku x nak balik,sembang ngn syada aku,hahaha i feeel like syada we are bond to be friends,btw!haha chemicel bond!damn i miss everything including the toilet,pdg apa semeu!esh,sian syza aku,haha asyik call non stop!syg aku terlalu overloaded,,hehhe,leh,asykin was damnly?what?haha nie atul ka?dia mcm biar betull,haha siapa lah siap tmpr aku sbb to make sure that aku atul,giler ka apa!jhahaha but overall,kegilaaan tu yg menyebabkan aku syg diorg!!!!too much!!!!ha muah2!hahhahaku x tahu nak describe apa,i am maktabsick honestly!

my lovely dovey maktab!hahah miss 4 al battani and my other HR!

syg batttani selalu,

assalamualaikum!right now i am missing my maktab students since last i went out and step out from maktab.nagis aku x henti2,i miss my roommate named syima,she is hilarious,superb and dia yg selalu gerak aku bgun hahah,tu paling susah,sian dia,btw classmates aku battanians ,sngt2 wah teruja aku nak citer,diorg nie semue smart students,they are able to cooperate with one another and paling best semangat batch yg dipraktikkan,one spirit,one pusaka,silat hanafi lah konon bak kata ali imran,joker kelas battani,aisehh,nak pula citer pasal pres kelas kiterog nama faizal,org dia tinggi mcm galah,aisehhdia nie berwibawa,x lupa dekat naib pres,asyikin zakaria,budak nie lagi pandai,dia selalu tlg org dan ciri2 muslimah sempurna,suka tlg org,klu nak dikira hujung tepi tempat duduk sebelah saya,zainur si omey domey lahh,dia nie bijak,haha at the same time spotting,cekang add maths and semue subject!hah sebelah dia x lain x bukan fahmi cekelat,hahah diorg niee awseomee,nie debater,jgn main2,haha he is tmpt aku share apa2,biasenye,fahmi jgn lupa aku,belnja ice cream ahhhh!!!luck for future,sebalah dia ustaz kiter nama afiq bazli,x lain x bukan dia nie sama pandai lahh,relax dijadikan sandaran dia,tapi at last siap gak hw,beralih pulak kepada aizat azizan haha,nie budak pandai homeroom aku,haiseh,selalu aku suke kacau dia,kesian kat dia dg tnyer soalan maths.asyik2 maths,tapi x sngka aku aizat nie pandai lukis and nyanyi!hehe thanks aizat,next pi kepada yg suke mkn,nama dia muhaimin,tommy,hah then pi kepada homerrom aku nama hazim innocent,nie cekang lam chemist,always buat hw and duduk diam,baik org nyee,thanks hazim kdg2 hg suke senyum,haha bagi kelas nmpk ceria,to mat ah,he is cutest lam kelas,suke buat lawak,tapi ali klu buat lawak,lagi lawak,aisehh,zhafreee ,budak hot,satu skolah x kenal x sah lah budak nie,dia selalu kata aku pendek,but nevermind,we are apparently the same height bro,then amin,haah dia nie top dlm agama,hehe,then budak baru,syed putra,haha kwn baik fahmiii,ipod shuffle punyer pemilik,hiasehhh dia nie pun apa kurang pandai.to kwn perempuan ku,firstly start ngn blkg sekali nama syakirah,she is mama bff,selalu tlg aku dlm studies and always there with me,dia nie selalu remind aku pasal telekung,siap buat tutorial bagai!i am proud,haha aku bnngga dpt kwn, and amin yg duduk lam CS group aku,aku rasa hg nie wlupun xrapat ngn aku,thanks bbs jadi kwn aku,next beralih kepada qsitina azfa,seorg yg berwibawa,setakat nie  gadis molek ganu kiter nie pandai dlm semeu subject,untunglahh,and dia selalu tlg org,kerjenye teliti kut,thanks azfa sbb selama nie bnyk tlg aku,sebelah dia jiah,nama dia actually siti najiah,but org panggil dia jiah,hah dia mmg kwn aku,selalu aku kacau dia non stop,asyik nak gaduh ja,gaduh2 manja lah cek akak,hehe pernah sekali,aku mcm terjerit kat jiah,but aku x maksud,at last kiter kan geng,bermaafan waktu choral speaking,maafkan aku jiah syg!sorry atul morry,next asyikin dah citer,kiter gi pulak ke cik najibah kiter,nie lagi seorg ,rajin,cantik,selalu buat hw,ain comel aku panggil dia,heheh,pergi kepada faza yg bergelar datin,faza nie selalu usik aku,x penat ke???aku pun penat,but tnpa dia,sapalah aku lam kelas,heh jaga baik2 teddy aku bagi,its our freindship,cik faza  selalu dengar citer aku,haha dlm diam,she is good listener,next pegi pada conductor bahsa bermadah,x sngka sarah yg aku kenal nie berbakat,good job!sarah,sarah dah buat yg terbaik and cherishh our moments kat choral speaking,hehe.cik pah or shepap,haah comel sharifah shafiza nie,dia nie tinggi,cantik,pendiam,kdg2 ade kacau atul,but pernah sekali diam team chemist ngn aku and mama!best kut,dah mcm nak perang kami jwb soalan,thanks pah sbb sudi bagi aku panggil pah,jiran yg aku syg,anis marwarni,dia nie sellau tlg aku,aku mintak maaf klu ade buat silap,sorry sepanjangjadi claasmates aku,to mas amirah,awak nie comel,pandai ckp cina,selalu kacau aku kat aras x lupa pada syada pahang aku,yg palig bnyk tlg aku,pinjam kan aku tu nie,aku syg hg syada,hg selalu ratu k pop aku and selalu bagi aku peluk hg!puas2 klu aku nagis x henti,hehe and pernah sekali hg teman aku kat bilik iron zzzz,haha aku rindu syada comell aku ,heeh thanks weyh!to sofia,kwn sklah lama aku,aligato gozaimas,hg bnyk tlg aku,ingat mknan ingat kat hg,hg selalu ja kacau aku ngn mkanan,to syiffa,selalu buat atul gelak,pernah sekali syiffa terkejutkan atul dgn tido kat katil atulaisehh,terpaksalah aku plak himpit dia,haha she is pwetty wow,comel,tinggi,and syahirah last one hah nie paling buat drama korea kat aku,anyway aku suke kwn ngn hg,pernah suke and duka bersama,thanks sbb sentaisa tabah lyn aku.to all battanians!aku nak ucapkan tq bnyk2 kat korang,wlupun akutahu korang x lah baca bende blog nie,tapi inilah apa yg try aku smpaikan,mungkin selama nie korang nmpk aku lebihkan BJ ka apa but ternyata aku syg dan rindu korang lebih,thanks sbb selalu terima aku seadanye,aku janji aku tetap menjadi budak transkrian,maaf klu kdg2 aku asyiik nagis,tapi aku yakin nagis tu lah yg buat aku teringat korang dengan lebih mendalam.syg selaluuuuu semua!muah

sad balalala

assalamualaikum,it has been a long time since last tulis blog so right now,hahah dekat skolah,missing my old buddies ,especially to ilani9 and izzzati,arifiaNS as well as others,so i do hope 3 arif will read on this HAHA,not feeling great to live here but as soon as insyallah all of you will pray for me,i miss home so much exactly,feeling excited to go back,what a damn day ,anyway i gtg!to my akak fatin!i miss ya baby

far-far away for the sake of finding menaing of true life

assalamualaikum,to pembaca2 blog,today is the last day of school for all form 3 students..feeling happy?not at all lah..but i feel great to finish pt3 and sort of stuffs for this year.i am ready to move on except leaving my friends behind especially ilani zulaikha and izzati..ntah kenapa tetiba rasa mcm nak nagis bila teringat that things and our moments together..yer seperti yg dijangkakan me as the blogger mmg klu bleh nak mengorak kehidupan yg lebih mencabar and org kata lah begin a new life tapi snggup ke nak  tinggal kwn yg kita baik?wlupun sehari?for me mmg x tetapi terpaksa..to ilani and izzati yg baca blog nie,aku hrp korang still teruskan perjuangan,thanks for helping me with kwn aku yg pada mulanya baik tapi skrg dah mcm hantu aku tngok..feeling better right now.korang ingat life still continue even aku x de,,(ayat  x leh blah but it is fact).it is difficult for us,3 years being together for izati and 2 years for ilani,au dah rasa mcm kita nie kwn selama-lamanye..aku nak ucapkan milllions tq haha,sbb kdg2 korang lyn perangai aku mcm childish nie,you know??i feel happy and hooray coz aku ade org yg aku syg sngt2,haah,to ilani,kau selalu kata aku peot,so now you are my meottt yerr,izzati palk selalu buat lawak bodoh yg kdg2 makes me burst into laughter,gelak ja keje,smpai org xtahu kdg2 kita nie sedih or gembira,hati tu mmg x smpai ak tinggal ,aku pun skrg dlm kondisi yg blur nak pindah ke x?aku dah berjaya tempuhi cabaran yg i am able to stand out in a group of boys and girls school!thaniah atulllheheh!i made it..apa lagi nak luah ah??hehhe x tahu dah,zati and ilani always be my @sisterforlife @onepeacelove..lagi satu,thanks sbb lyn aku amd broccoli,hahah,kau tahu ewal tu dah mcm idolah aku,korang still lyn tnpa rsa jemu,then aku nak bermaaf-maafan if aku ade buat silap yeh,directly or indirectly,wonderful bukan life???klu tunggu raya ja nak maaf mmg x abis lahh nmpk gaya..hehe,doakan aku dpt kwn bnyk2 kat sana yaaa,kwn mcm korang!syg muah2 ilanizulakha and nurul izzati!korang sahabat adinda insyallah dunia dan akhirat,syukran!xoxo






love atul,comell

time after pt3

hai!caiyok!i am back,barulah nak heave a sight of relief sbb pt3 dah habis..tapi bukan result ah..cant stand for that.i AM looking forward untuk pegi Hong Kong!haha..tu paling best!cuti skolah!!!besides now aku semakin giler AF..ntah kenapa ...maybe sbb ade pelajar2 yg talented and comel,wohooo that's funny..btw..sejak abis pt3 nie,life mcm x de apa so it is time fulfill your leisure time dengan bende2 yg menarik yaah,mcm kwn saya dah mula baca novel but i kinda x minat sngt baca novel...how about layari fb,tu pun sometimes ja..that's makes me lagi x enjoy life..so now apa yg ditunggu2 ialah nak pi HK,so besides nak raikan kwn  baik saya punyer hari jadi,tapi atul ade kat hK waktu tu,bwak balik panda cukup ah,I WISH YOU happy bday siap2 ah..moga pnjg umur murah rezeki..kay atul gtg!da2 see yaa soon!bday present nanti atul bagi

olden daysss

haii!!I AM BACK! super dooper,today aku spent time aku sikit sbb penat study,so now aku nak  share my beautiful moments for form 3! tunggu ilani ntah hilang ke mana,rupanya minah tu balik kmpung,zati pulak sibuk ngn adik dia yg absolutely comel tuhhhh .....HEHE,lepas aku watch balik video yg friends  AKU buat,terharu gilerr sbb wlupun kdg2 kami nie mcm kucing ngn anjing but still there are my BUDDIES!Now i understand how life works even the smallest thing could have distract your friendship..you are still able to maintain it..that is what makes me proud of them such a hilarious kwn!!!love them more than anything...so next week..ade special event yg akan berlakuuu...korang rasa apa?haha,wait and seee,it is ilani's birthday!!!yahooo!so what are we  going to do?haha,secret yerrr ,aku rasa happy sngt2 wlupun there's actually someone hurts me a lot but still i need to move on..life waits for no men ....so cheer up...hahah,coming exam pt3 nie stresskan akuu,,,btw kene jugak relax kan!klu otak tu stuck masalah gak...form 3 nie tahun  paling mencabar..x secabar mendaki gunung yerr...dengan exam yg 27 days bakal menjelang,whewww,penat kut,struggle mcm nak mati...i felt the sadness throughout this year..feeling the pain...nasib ade kwn2 aku tlg ubati..klu x...kiok leh jadinye....having a bff yg left you for a sudden makes you feel commiting suicide but yeah that is a big sin for islam...so the way to solve this is to recite Al-Quran and calm yourself...yeah!one more thing,aku x sabar nye!!eh ilani,aku mcm tiru ayat hg,paham2 jer yerr.i cant wait For Trip to HONG KONG this nov..that is the best way to release all my tension and forget bad memories...well,aku nie type suke travel mcm ilani and izzzati,klu lah bleh,satu world aku nak travel naik planeeeeee...but supposed aku yg nak driveee...apalah aku dok merapu niee..btw..byeee,,dah maghribb!!assalamualaikum